This time next week, Temi will be in daycare. I’m full of mixed emotions as I count down the days. Since I decided to take the job, I’ve been tryna convince myself it’s the right thing to do. Some days are more successful than others.
When it’s all said and done, I know I’m making the right decision. But I still have fears. No one’s gonna love her like I do or do for her what I will. And that’s ok. And I know it doesn’t make me a bad mommy, but sometimes I still mentally beat myself up over our decision.
So this week is gonna be hard. I want it to hurry up and be over with. I wanna get thru the first week of daycare already so I can reflect and say “It wasn’t that bad at all. We can do this.” But for now I’m just nervous.
But at least I won’t have to go thru this her first day of school. *looking on the bright side of things*